Things that were said in the course of an assaultPosted: August 31, 2012
I whined “Stoooppppp! It Hurrrttttssss”
My Brother said “Shut UP! It does not and stop moving! You are such a stupid little baby!”
I think I remember him moaning and breathing heavy to. I think I remember the loud moan he made as he climaxed …. I don’t like remembering this …… it makes me want to hide and cry
Another Time …………
I whined “Noooooo I don’t want to it’s icky … Nooooo Noooo” as he pushed my face down on his penis.
Both Brothers laughed and said “Hahahahahaha … shes doing it ……… Hahahahahaha … do more ….. put your month on it”
Oldest Brother watching the other brother do this to me said: “ohhhhhhh … this is fun ….. we will get you ice cream …. hahahahahahahah”
I am very sad now and can’t write anymore. I was 7 years old, the brother directly raping me was 14 1/2 years old, the oldest brother that watched was 16 years old.
I hope to let go of these memories some day but they still haunt me and bring up horrible feelings of fear and sadness.